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So my Birthday's tomorrow.

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I wanna' do something with you guys.

Comment on this journal how old you think I am.

And I'm not going to reply, claiming if you're right or wrong...I just want to see how old you guys think I am. I'm pretty sure at least 68% are going to be wrong, but we'll see.

Please do it. I'm quite eager as to know what you think of me. Because, if you're watching me, it must be for a reason, right?

But, anyways....Next week I have off, due to Thanksgiving. During the break, I'm going to go to Disneyland and Knott's Berry Farm. The trips will be for my Birthday and Christmas.

Oh, and it's going to be my brother's Birthday, too. Did I not mention that we are twins?

Fraternally, of course.

But...yeah. My Birthday's tomorrow. I should've posted the journal tomorrow for it, but I just wanted to see if anyone would do the little "guessing game" I had in mind. Probably not, but we'll see.

I've been taking the pills for my depression. Now that I'm at school, I could see if it, actually, has an effect.

It does....Somehow.

I did get depressed, but that was only 1 time. Quite a big thing for me. For some reason, they seem to block out all the EXTREME negativity I get, but I still tell myself awful things. But it's not as harsh. The suicidal thoughts have been toned down, too.

But I hate taking pills for this. I might go crazy and even more depressed if/when I run out of them. I hate relying on pills to make me happy...It just isn't a good thing for me. Even though I have plenty, I'm still wondering how different I can feel if I stop taking them.

I'm also getting out of the program I am in at school, so I'll be home a lot sooner. I usually come back at 5:40 P.M., but it'll be around 2:30-2:40ish if I stick to the regular schedule. Gives me time to work on things.

Otherwise...I'm still living. Still having difficulties with 'Memory", and I, honestly, just want to end it so I can get it off my back and start on a new story. But then I have "Understanding" to work on, which seems pretty fun to write.

We'll see.

~Rainbow~